Monday to Thursday

Monday, finally accomplished the livejournal with my own hands. It's really a great sense of accomplishment as since Secondary school I recognized myself  as an IT IDIOT. What more everything disappeared when I was done at the end and I re-started all over. After I got done, I feel so....

 

Baby had a tough interview and I waited for him until 8pm before we have our dinner together. ( I missed him so badly even though it's a short while, although I see him everyday.)

Sample of the parcel I did for giveaway. 

Tuesday, I had a mixed feeling of being upset/happy because during the jog, I injured my knee. I think it was when I force myself at the fitness corner but I was also unsure of it. So, when we do the sit-up I told baby that I injured my left knee, but..

 

Like a meh? 

and then he continued doing his own exercise when I begged him to come and look at my knees. ='( I'm not whining, it was really protruding. 

and then,

when I got home I re-called yan kaykay the blogger peeled mangosteen for her bf and I was lazy la. 

So I asked baby to peel the mangosteen he specially bought just for me.. 

So unwilling, because he never peeled mangosteen before....

Opening the bag

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 After awhile, he finally got some shell off =)

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*Tadah

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He say cannot post pic of his face cause he never shave, so.. he got cowface lor =p

 After that right, he very DU LAN.  
He say, " We spent $4.66 in the end only got so little to eat? 

So pathetic.
 Later in the night, I feel quite loser la.
I cried because I feel that he don't love me cox he hit me really hard in our smacking game.

In the midst of it, EGO strucked right onto my head, then I feel depressed.

 Actually,

baby is really very nice to me but he isn't the kind he can care/shower me love 24/7 like

 

He need alot of space of his own yet... I always can't make space for him. I'm a very lousy partner I know. 

But, all girls want their partner to care for them like 24/7 what?

No meh?

Girls, very easy one.

Just Hug them/pull closer to you say, 好啦好啦，下次不会。 （Of course you have to mean it)

Then Kaboom, everything resolved what. 

To me, for a couple to last in LOVE,

NEVER EVER EVER say BREAKUP/DIVORCE/ROLL AWAY. *yadayada similar words

(strains the r/s so badly right?) 

 

It really made me felt like this leh *SOBS* 

I'll never let us end a night with a quarell/fight or argument because,

SIMPLE,

I don't want to step into my parents shoes. 

( I have to grow our of it!)

 

I want to have a happy family in FUTURE. 

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Actually, whenever I cry and tell baby why am I crying or why am I feeling upset I feel is just that I want more attention from him.

I really want him to keep loving me and not feel sick of me.I want to feel like this one day,

(after fights I always realised it's because of me feeling inferior about myself that leads to this) It's very difficult for baby to understand how I feel because he never know/knew the feeling of being foresaken by your love one. He never understand the feeling of yearning somebody to love you. 

Then, I don't know how I fell asleep sniffing the Vicks thingy. 

And then...I had fever and headaches after crying. (had to swallow 2 paracetomols)

Wednesday, I though I'll feel better after the paracetomols but NO! 

So painful, I feel my brain almost exploded. 

Baby got me fried noodles but he forgotten my favorites.

(Noodles mixed beehoon and chili sauce so he got me his own favorites.)

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We spent the whole afternoon watching 回到三国。

I don't know why but aroung EP 13, it's getting boring?

 

But, I still love TVB dramas. Never fail to keep me entertained, I love it better when baby is watching it with me. 

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So annoyed with my parents.

WHY? 

OMG!~ 

I want to do this to my mum, 

 

She is getting mental I feel.

Went to T3 for Popeyes.

Then T1 to pick Jean and some food.

Finally T2 for my sister. ( so fucking slow de)

 I very happy when I reach home because my sister bought me many NICE STUFFS! 

 New platform slippers from BKK, 

Why so painful one? 

my toes all blistered. 

All-Time FAVORITE ( prefer the hard candy)

Alot more gifts I received from my sister but I haven take pictures yet.

When babylove told me intially he assumed all SG mum's were nonchalant to their child. But he realized our family were the only " SPECIAL" ones. 

I miss his mum so badly, madly.

She is the best mum, jealous of baby.. 

P.S : I want a day from GOD to let all the worries go AWAY. GOD, please let me feel HAPPY. 

BYE BLOG!~