I freaking hell gained lots of weight la.
Like a swollen tomato now =(
Cldnt find any clothes sia!
Depressed.
Only left with 2 days to lose weight before my 21st.
Unforgettable cox I'm so fucking FAT on this "important" day.

Just made my door gift.
I'm feeling worn out for no reason.
I'm sick for 3 days.
Yet....
I don't see baby at all
I feel so lonely whenever I am sick
YET
Have to sleep alone.
It totally depresses me out!
I hope there wld be more more more ppl on my bdae..
Did not think about the presents I will receive at all..
I've gt a bad feeling.
OOOOoooOOooo
BORED!
TIRED!
SAD!


I miss * Babylove
P.S I did not mean to flare up,
I just miss YOU.