I don't know how should I voice out now.
My mind is in a swirl.
I only know I am set on graduating asap.

My health is in a fucking mess now!
I just feel like go on and detoriate.
I can't care less.
I feel faint all the time.


Who can I go to?
I can't go to anyone except for myself.
Sometimes, I wonder..
I can't even fend for myself why do I wanna sound like a saint.
And move my attentions to others.
I would like to push myself and tell myself fuck off.


Can't wait for school to reopen.
Wanna hug jean.
Complain to her about everything.
Argue with her.
I missed school instantly.