Cringes

You don't need twitter,instagram to make known how badly your heart cringes or any audience to know how badly it's cringing.

Your heart cringes when media is taking over you love ones. (1.He rather spend the 3-4 hrs he have watching a drama/variety/boxing game on his own)
(2. Play a game series that requires eyeing on it almost 24/7) (3. Media chat with others rather than talking to you)

Your heart cringes when you wish that you could have him all to yourself for dinner. Not only enjoy the meal, but also to update each other on our daily life. But, he chose to win your parents heart because he think that they needed his attention more.

Your heart cringes when he forget about your inferiority and brags how other women thinks that he is a good/best catch. How do you not
Feel paranoid?

Your heart cringes because of all of the above and you have to prevent yourself for starting a fight by going to shower. Letting those warm running water run through the same spot of your skin over and over again, until you Feel your goosebumps all over your skin.

You control the tears passing by the lid of yours, telling yourself.. You should be more understanding, generous.. But, you're wailing inside you. So badly, you hope someone can hug you and tell you all is fine.

Tell you, baby.. I won't allow you to feel this way anymore. ( Dreams, just dreams)